[POETRY] . Deep In My Heart .

Deep In My Heart
the story of little path in my heart

just let me try to know, how strong i am .
can you give me the reason why ?
i am not stronger than you imagine .
i wish i could avoid from world for a while .
to prepare myself and my feelings .
just wanna say hello to my new world !

that is not easy to forget someone .
who i like .
it's already a long ago to memorize all of my bloooming heart .
but now when you have somebody else .
i just can't forget the pain .
even though how hard i tried to cure my heart .

just give me another chance .
to re-examine it like before .
how hard i tried to not thingking bout' you .
nut what i have done now ?
shed my tears again for you .

how i miss you !
i guess you don't know it right ?
i bet it .
it's a long before since the last i meet you
even now i've forgotten your voice .
your face, your laugh,your treat to me, your talk .
everything in you, i have started to forget it .

even when i see your face now .
you have changed a lot .
i don't know you anymore .
you're like stranger to me .

the memories that left in me .
i've started to lost it all .
how the way to get it back ?
i don't even have ideas .
and even to thingking and remember it .
that mekes me feel i can hold you anymore .
makes me feel more i can't lose you .
makes me feel more like you .

maybe in my life, you can be my best one of inspirations .
to be like me now .
i't not the easy one .
and i've started forgetting you .
for entire my life .

Maiko_chan